“Love…does not seek its own”
-1Cor 13:5
In my heart I know it’s not Love. Though it’s passionate, it’s surely not Love that I have for Kate when always I desire nothing less or more than to undress her, touch her and have sex with her, to my heart’s delight...and content.
Really I know it’s not Love – nothing to do
with Love or the “making of Love”. It’s just sex, spelt L – U – S – T. That’s
what I feel and it’s all about gratifying, satisfying and pleasuring ME - just
ME.
So it seems when I asked Kate out and got
into this boyfriend–girlfriend thing it was really just sex to get. And get.
And get. Not Love, to give - even once.
Now here we are, all messed up – Kate and I
– wondering why I think we shouldn’t continue anymore.
Well, I guess it’s a
little clearer now. At least for me, it is clear enough: With Kate, I know it’s not love.
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